Growing up is a process of learning and being exposed to new things.
I have grew up, in terms of dance, personally, relationship...
I grew in this 8 months.
Short, yet so much has made me realised
how important every single thing meant to me.
Reading back some of the private posts,
I noticed how my mind and heart changed.
It made it so obvious how different every is now
From a once so paranoid kid, to someone who doesn't want to follow her mom's steps,
trying so hard to change the habit I used to have.
8 months.
I'm glad that the unpredicted happened to me,
and learning how to handle with the predicted.
Be glad that you have taste the bittersweet of life.
If not, there's no way to understand the true meaning behind it.
I'm busy with different things, yet feeling satisfied.
It's better to be doing something,
than not doing anything.
I must thank you,
you're my motivator, you make me realise what is good for me
what I should do.
Thank you my cherie armor.
I love you.
Constantly reminding yourself that you are not alone in this world.
You've got your family, friends around you,
to catch you when you're falling,
to lend a shoulder if you're crying,
to be a listening ear if you're complaining.
So it's the last day of 2008,
I'm recalling back the bittersweet days I've been through.
With all my friends.
I must thank god to have them by my side.
If not, my life wouldn't be this exciting yea?
I love you all ppl!
& my beloved pig.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
the ocean waves are like music,
the stars are like glitters on my house ceiling,
and the moon is like a lamp shining beside me.
The night was beautiful, especially being with someone I love.
I like you staring at me when I'm sleeping,
I like you whispering " I love you darling " into my ears when I'm sleeping,
I like you combing my forehead when I'm sleeping,
I like you hugging me in the middle of the night when I'm sleeping,
I like you whining like a kid when you're sleeping,
I like you calling for me when you're sleeping,
I just like your everything.
And my heart is settled I swear.
This faith shall goes on,
this love shall continues.
Simply because I Love You.
that sometimes I wish I never had
I want to run away
away from this pain
tears keep flowing like the rain
but I'm trying to maintain my vain
I want to run away
but it can't solve the pain
if it's too much one day
guess you'll never see me again
To the one I love, but somehow my heart carries alittle hatred from the start.
Ytd was alr a super boring day for me. Despite me helping out at my cous's new hse should be some fun thing to kill the time but instead no most of us started to sit , rot , do nothing ended up me and my cous were playing psp.
I'm bored that's why I'm here if not i'd be enjoying outside and pig didn't reply my msg again argggg.
So glad to have you .... so glad.
Even if the wind is chilly,
it is raining heavily,
there's this flame that lights up,
to keep my warm,
to keep me company,
during that lonesome night.
Even if I'm feeling down,
I'm feeling happy,
there's this guy who's beside me,
to be there for me,
to share about our everything,
during my lifetime with him.
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My poem sucks but i'm just trying to express how I feel inside.
(continue from blog post on 12/11)
So ...
yes, it's about you again, again ...
"What is the purpose of your life?", darling asked.
and I replied,
"To be a star that shines without fail; to be someone who is available for her friends who needs help anytime,anywhere."
This is me, I guess.
Anyway I'm so bloody hell excited because my birthday's in 2 days' time and I so can't wait to turn to a 17. Because the number 16 just make me feel like secondary kid.
Birthday ... it's not about the presents I'll be receiving (or not), it's the countless fun I'll be having with my friends! That includes being w my loverboy for two consecutive days!! So happy. Can't wait. But I'll be damn sad when everything end. One day 24 hours, minus away the sleeping hours, it concluded that I won't have much time to spare. So, every single minute/seconds is super precious to me. Be it if I'm w loveryboy/my friends.8)
( When money suddenly seem something to you )
But however i still love you even thou I dislike some of your thinking and doings.
Okay hi.
Since lj's a place where I cld write abt anything about me, I guess I shall update every single thought that's lingering in my mind over here. ( :
( A penny for my thought )
Weee okay finally updated here. Shld hve done it weekly, or daily. Depends on what special things I want it to be here.
Bye off to 6P! <3
